It's so hard to watch someone you love in so much pain. My poor Hannah had a 103.5F fever for 3 days in a row and then today a rash appeared. I couldn't do much to help her but try and keep her comfortable. She actually was a huge trooper and was a super behaved little lady the entire time. When the doctor checked her ears today not even a cry! That's a first. Today was much better although it appears she's teething once again. Some relief puhlease?
On the pregnancy side, as my first ultrasound nears (tues @3pm) ... (tues @3pm) ... (tues @3pm) I'm trying really hard not to obsess about it. But hey - it's f-in hard! Still no symptoms. None. Sooo unnerving! (i've probably spelt that wrong hundreds of times)
I see pregnant women everywhere! I feel like I'm a pregnant stalker. Their bellies all look so nice - in the am I'm looking 7 weeks pregnant, in the pm I'm looking 5 months pregnant. I guess I won't really believe I'm pregnant until Tuesday. It's so hard, I think of all the things I want/need to do but can't bring myself to do them until I hear the gallopping horse (the heartbeat).
I'm also pretty lucky cause I have a girlfriend who works in a "women's health clinic" and can give me ultrasounds at will. How cool!
I feel like this week has been a worldwind. I can't wait for things to get back to normal. I was just feeling comfortable in the routine. But I guess nothing stays the same with babies/toddlers.
Hopefully I get some sleep tonight as I have plans to play poker tommorow night at a friend's place. No sleep = cranky moi.
AJ - where are you? No pm or msn?
Sharon
p.s. Sorry for the crappy post - I'm sooooooooo tired right now! 3 long days!!!
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