urg. defeat. urg.

Last night:
-notice heating system was broken at 9pm (they'll send someone in the morning)
-Hannah woke at 11:30pm-1:30am. Mean mommy let her cry it out ONLY to realize her bottom left molar is coming in. Holy f-in Guilt today!
-Hannah woke at 5:45am to start her morning
-we (3 of us) were held up in my bedroom as the rest of the house was freezing.
What a crappy crappy crappy night.
I need sleep. Thankfully Advil was invented and Hannah is the lucky recipient of 1.0ml of it tonight :)

If I wasn't addicted to my tv shows, I'd be asleep now. My stupid One Tree Hill addiction. I can't resist!

Ok, so on the pregnancy. This is a little tougher than I imagined. Not as tough as it could be, but I'm definitely more tired at night. I also have to pee tons during the day. Oh, and I'm more emotional with some things. Like, commercials, shows, watching other kids.

Seems like time is frozen. In retrospect, my last pregnancy went by so quickly, but I know at the time it didn't feel like that at the time.

Here is why the internet is a bad bad bad thing. You read all this information about pregnancy and what surrounds it and there are endless possibilities. But a lot of the possibilities are so god damn scary.

For 9 months you just stress. There isn't much you can control about it. You just do the best you can. And as much as I enjoy being pregnant, the TONS of extra worrying that accompanies with it sucks. Sucks bigtime.

N0w onto a happy note. I keep making lists in my head of what to start doing when I reach the 12 week mark. But I have a funny feeling I won't remember any of it. So if I write it down here, then I know I can reference it.
1. Transition Hannah to the big-girl room.
2. Buy the Graco double stroller.
3. Book my c-section date.

So far Hannah's woke twice while writing this. So not a good sign. Better go - tonight might be long.

Sharon